Monday, October 28, 2013

Changes

Do you ever feel like everything is changing? do you ever feel that nothing will ever be the same? do you ever feel like your drowning and there's no one to save? do you ever feel like going somewhere far far away and never returning back?
Yes, i do. i feel all of these things because its true, neither do people stay the same nor the feelings. Everyday i wake up and wonder, if everything remained constant, could i have been happy? but right then reality kicks in and says nothing stays forever. Think about it.
Those happy couples who vow to always be together through the good and the bad, do they stick to it? Your own friends would turn their backs on you when you need them the most. So isn't everything changing in seconds?even though we all wish, everyday, to be happy, to get what we desire, but deep inside we know how little the chances are. Time passes but you still seem to be stuck there, right there. Why?
We all have learned to smile even when we are dying inside. We smile everyday, convincing our self it'll all be fine. But when is the fine coming? You keep faith and reassure yourself , things will go back to normal but is that enough? Don't we all need someone to stay by our side? Just one person could make you so happy, right? But at the end of the day, we are left alone, we feel like that left out kid in the parties. But still we smile.